Well, after both exercising hard and denying myself my favorite foods in favour of fruit, I am totally gutted to report a complete non-mover in the weight loss department.

Nothing. Not a fucking ounce.

I am totally gutted.

I know everyone said that after 40 it would be harder to both get and keep the weight off.

I know everyone said that getting sterilised would add pounds.

I don't care what everyone fucking knows. *I* know I need to lose weight and it is a struggle every step of the way.

Yeah, I am enjoying the gym. Loving it, actually. But I still expect to lose some weight after the sweat and tears.

It never *used* to be this hard. :##